"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"--which means, "God with us." Matthew 1:23 I used to find myself trying to pursue God, that in my waking hours I focus my strength to obey and be my best for God, yet I always fail miserably. I realized that I was pursuing God as if He was far from me. .. Not long ago, I had this revelation from Matthew 1:23 that God is in me....Emmanuel. I can fulfill (in obedience to His will) the plans God Has for me, no more struggle, just focus on today's daily tasks. Not to fear not to fret, but to enjoy God in me and the freedom to obey because He loves me and I love Him. I can never love God more than He loves me, so I can relax. Verses that comfort me: Psalm 33:10 The LORD foils the plans of the nations; he thwarts the purposes of the peoples. Romans 8:31 What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? Isaiah 7:14 Therefore th
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